Category: writing

  • garden bar 5.9.18

    “All black everything”
    She mouthed to herself
    In the mirror this morning.
    She eats a single slice
    Of salami from
    A plastic Ziploc bag.
    (Or at least that’s
    What it looks like
    From my periphery.)
    She in short hair
    Hunched over her phone,
    Laughing at things
    But not too loud
    To draw attention.
    The salad zone
    Blasts Bohemian Rhapsody.
    It’s quiet, everyone
    Drinks the diet version
    Of things. I’m thinking
    About the carrots
    I didn’t eat for lunch.
    Outside,
    The clouds roll in.

  • garden bar 4.27.18

    You remember
    Right?
    Everything fades.
    All memory
    Rests on the precipice.
    She walks with purpose–
    She reads Ghost World–
    She eats a salad.
    This will be nothing
    In 1,000 years.
    This will not exist.
    Your brain is loose
    With information.
    She wears Christmas colors.
    Your life as long
    As an atom’s mass
    To a black hole.
    She turns the pages–
    She ignores everyone.
    When we are gone
    Instead of monuments
    There will be bones
    In the dirt.

  • pettygrove park 4.26.18

    It’s warm out
    So I’m outside again,
    A ghost of translucent skin
    And awkward-angled sunburns,
    Draped in cheap Target cloth.
    A single man in cyan
    Sits on a sun-drenched hill
    Staring into a bright rectangle.
    I write about him
    In a similar rectangle.
    I do my best to not ogle
    The women in sundresses
    But let’s face it:
    The world is blooming now
    And there’s much more
    To look at.

    I, and maybe you,
    Pull clods of earth asunder
    As we haul ourselves
    From the sunken winter,
    Shaking our lumbering frames,
    Inhaling the soft scent
    Of flowers. We smell love,
    And feel the warm breeze
    Against our cheeks.
    We’ve won our annual
    Fight against the seasons.
    We’ve won once again.

  • 033p: howling alone (ingrid)

    i don’t give a fuck
    everybody dies
    some hit by a truck
    some shot twixt the eyes
    others hang themselves
    some while jerking off
    some infect the world
    with just a simple cough

    so you see
    worrying about me
    is just a waste of time
    who can blame a guy
    pissed off at the world
    for shooting up a school
    and taking out these fools
    if only i’d been hit
    i should’ve been a shield
    cause living ain’t for shit
    and nothing ever heals

    chorus

  • 032p: 21st century girl (dana)

    whist’ling down the hall
    a spring in every step
    i blossom in the fall
    awaken with some pep

    my mirror loaded up
    with inward-facing praise
    the summer swollen shut
    forgotten in a haze

    i’m your
    21st century girl
    i’m the
    future of the free world

    students passing by
    slow and steadily
    fresh-faced alibis
    potential guarantees

    all the kids in school
    were putty in my hands
    i never lost her cool
    i always had it planned

    chorus

  • 031p: prettiest (penelope)

    what does it matter
    i wipe off my mascara
    it keeps running down my face
    in front of a camera
    the satellite antenna
    the public feels my grace

    suddenly smiling
    with fake reassurance
    there’s nothing wrong inside
    get me home now (get me home now)
    i’ll never be brave
    i want to run and hide

    all that i know
    all that they told me
    is that i’m the prettiest girl
    they gave me a sash and a tiara
    and all that i know
    all that they told me
    is that i’m the prettiest girl

    i saw a boy dying
    a boy from my math class
    he always sat up front
    and there he was lying
    in freshly cut grass
    a victim of the hunt

    they asked me his name
    i didn’t know his name
    i didn’t know their names

    chorus

  • 030p: prayer to dovar the lightbringer

    blessed newcomer,
    we await your sign
    you who embody
    the gift of divine.
    sacred mask,
    send us your kin
    so that our path
    to transcendence
    may begin.

  • 029p: creatives aren't meant to push buttons and pull levers

    creatives aren’t meant to push buttons and pull levers
    they are meant to construct new meanings for buttons and draw levers doing silly things
    some people push buttons all day
    and are happy; others push buttons
    and stare out of the window and pine for the outdoors and think about the other projects they’re working on
    we’re all creative in our own ways
    we all sprout from stardust
    we all love the beating of our own hearts and the inhalation of breath
    we all sing songs in the shower
    to unseen lovers and grandstands of adoring fans
    and some of us stare at computer screens in offices
    and we sing in our head

  • 027p: sausage stir fry

    a tablespoon of coconut oil
    slipped off my finger into
    the frying pan; the remnants
    rubbed into the dry creases
    of my toiling fingers.
    catapulted frozen vegetables
    to distance myself from
    splattering oil, a wooden spoon
    bought from safeway
    to stir the warming victuals.
    normally, chicken presides
    over this court of cauliflower,
    but, bereft of poultry,
    instead a substitute of
    polish sausage, sliced
    like hot dogs in mac & cheese.

    it was fucking delicious.